Job 3:24

who long for death, but it doesn’t come;

and dig for it more than for hidden treasures,

who rejoice exceedingly,

and are glad, when they can find the grave?

Why is light given to a man whose way is hidden,

whom God has hedged in?

For the thing which I fear comes on me,

that which I am afraid of comes to me.

I am not at ease, neither am I quiet, neither do I have rest;

but trouble comes.”